My Journal

Celebrating 30 days today! It feels surreal. I never thought I'd make it this far, but here I am. The daily meetings and journaling have been game-changers. My sponsor suggested I start working on Step 4 soon, which feels both exciting and terrifying.

Had a really good day today. Went for a walk in the park, called my mom, and attended my home group meeting. Feeling grateful for the simple things in life that I used to take for granted.

Had a tough day today. Went to my first AA meeting and felt nervous, but everyone was so welcoming. I'm grateful for this new path. The speaker tonight talked about taking it one day at a time, which really hit home for me.

Started working on my Step 4 inventory today. It's overwhelming but my sponsor says that's normal. Taking it slow and being honest with myself. This process is harder than I expected but I know it's necessary for my recovery.

Today was really hard. Had some strong cravings after a stressful day at work. Called my sponsor and went to an extra meeting. Feeling better now but it was a close call. Grateful for the tools I'm learning.

Today marks one week since I started this journey. It's been challenging, but I'm taking it one day at a time. The support from the community has been incredible. I attended my first AA meeting yesterday and felt so welcomed by everyone there. The stories people shared really resonated with me.